Bahhh! long time never blog here. I'm so busy editing my stupid blog. Haih. I'm so sick of my blog. Seriously man. So sick! please la! ishish! & I'm so bored here. haih! Godsake! I wanna smssomeone. & I'm so tired thinking about shifting school. Aiyoooohhhh! Anyways , I wanna post out more pictures today. Since this blog is for me & ssssaaaarrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaa! I'll put our picture then.







 I perasan something. My face luk like someone. The pose. lol.

okay. I'm done. Lazy to put more. Byeeee xD

hahahaha.j0anne ! i uploaded most of the pics !!! see!!! i s0 clever !!!
yesterday ajak me g0 skating. d0n't wan la. n0 mood la. results pissed me off.
sekali pergi skating, nanti pokkai. james ejek me. hahaa.

some reunion la! lazy to blog about that day. because what we did the whole night was just eat eat eat! and camwhore ! and jacky say we love love on the bed! xD

acutally christmas eve we going uncle's hse. cousin's birthday party. but tak jadi. haha sad.after dinner wit my family, i went pyramid 4 countdown !! wow ! damm alot of ppl. sadness ! kena spray .wth !! when im walking towards kim gary ! wanted to meet up candy. but sad. too many ppl. haha.

i sedang yumcha..sudenly 6.5.4.3.2.1 ! i fai fai call tek ! hahaha..luckily i sempat..! merry christmas ! hmm..around 12.20 i balik l0h. on the way back..i pass by SAYANG. lol. is a restaurant. i saw kuo wei !! haha. i just went to say hi.

25/12 going out wit tek ! everything goes fine. heheh..what a wonderful christmas!!
0mg ! last night i slept around 7something.w0w! 1st time. this m0rning i woke up around 9something. slept 4 so long !! sorry la. sometimes i very (00) .. hahah XD

t0m0ro 27/12 ! nervous ! okay ! relaxxx ....
^^ thts all 4 n0w.im blurr right n0w.
i need t0 take a rest. ciow !!

damm ! i woke up damm early ! around 8 my alarm bising bising already.haha.because joanne told me,she coming around 9. around 9 i call her,she stil sleeping.then my mom decided to go pick her up.we reached lagoon around 10. oh my g0d! damm alot of people. luckily we reached quite early.if not i think we gonna cancel the whole plan.haha..i was waiting 4 my tek n jun han.
then we went to play the city of gold. haha.me n tek sat infront. jun han n joanne behind us. lol.joanne so scared.she need to lend some people 's hand.haha.after the ride,we can see our faces. lol.damm funny.

oh ya! tomahawk! my fav rides. but sad joanne dun wan 2 sit . nevermind. tek pui me. ^^ but he was like so gan cheong.hahaha. nvm la dear.you got me! im right beside you.hehe.
yay!! we are heading to wet park lorh ! 1st was the white slide.
hahaha.another one i think tek wanted to do something in the slide.but tak jadi.hahah.
unlucky la us..the float terbalik..! crazy wan. joanne n jun han's float oso terbalik.
we ter-drink waters. yer! sure damm dirty wan haha.but i think only tek nvr ter-drink the water.he so tall.LOL.

beach!!! haha...i will nvr 4get the beach ! all the time tek keep kacau me.lol.tickle me! omg.i kenot tahan wan la !! i ter-drink alot of water again.haha. damm full already,can skip lunch.
i damm happy in the beach ! you know why? N0 ! secret. cannot tell. haha.
so fun. we played water.yer! tek and jun han splash me gao gao! haha..
seriously i drink alot of water already. lol. !

LOL.i went and steal my bro's float !! we were trying to sit on the float.but but! unbalance! so many ppl. hahah. tek keep on ter-balik. so funny. yoh!! tek dun bring me to the deepest! im not tall enough ! haha. i kn0w you g0nna leave me in the middle of the beach! xD

its was pretty fun!..you kn0w why? because i got tek ! wakakaka !!!
we planed to go off earlier..so tht we can had our dinner in pyramid. damm hungry wei!
our stomach making noise already. hahah..
before going off..we went to sit CUP ! omg! killing us !! we feel like vomitting !

after bathe, we went 4 our dinner. mCD !!! damm hungry ! omg! we need food ! after dinner, we went to arcade!!!around 6something..our parents calling us already. sad ! we have to go home !
nvm. ! its fun ! =) i think i gonna see joanne soon.but dunno when. hahah. i think the nex time me n tek meet will b on the 24 of dec. haha.! good luck ya dear !! and good luck to me! <3

Now, Let's talk about love xDD Since I'm so hurt everyday. Ahh ! Can anyone tell me why some human always hurt me. It's like i did something wrong to him only. Sometimes i really really don't wanna have a bfriend. So useless. I know I'm not even a good gfriend but I can Learn and I will. Want me to learn also i need a bfriend werd. Love/Life is so complicated. feel like killing ym self. But i know i kill myself because of love wasnt worth it.  Maybe there's someone better in my life But it wasnt my time yet xDD I know and i believe i it. But yet , I always think craps~ Those craps keep appear in my mind. As in....I always imagine when I was walking back home by a road and in a sudden a lorry came and crush me, or i was in the beach den suddenly a shark or something came and eat me up , or someone rape me and kill me. something like that la. Those ways to die.

ahhh! Stress la. When someone don't talk to you or deny you or maybe hates you. The feeling is like..I also don't know how to describe. But it really really sucks. Jut now i was talking to Jason and he keep advising me not to be sad bla bla bla. And he told me .. Maybe we'll die the next second on a earthquick , or the next day on tsunami or the day after tomorrow on accident. He told me to appreciate every moments in my life. Every second of happiness even sadness. Tears and smiles. And he say ... Everyone one of it is important in your life Appreciate it. I felt so touched. I don't know how he could trow out words like this.


I feel like crying. But i just stop my tears. He's such a nice guy rite ? I felt like whatever that comes out from his blardy mouth makes sence and its worth it listening to him. He's the man xDD By that time .. i promised him... no matter what happen. Don't cry easily. Look forward And never look back again. Forget the past. I'm such a good friend. Since he went to bed already. Let me emo kao kao first. Aihhh ! why guys a re like that ? hurt hurt hurt!

If I could have the most perfect love that would be great. yeah wtf. I will! I'm gonna continue online. Chao :D

i don't really get it .why some guys must treat girl this way? do you noe its pretty hurt.haih.i been through this before..half way hanging.don't know what to do.give up ? or not ? but finally its over. and now joanne is having the same prob.i just can't stand wit this kind of guy.but i can't deny, girls do hurt guys alot too. haihhh..just don't ignore people.just speak out like what joanne said.you can ask not to buzz you anymore. love is blind.out of our control.you might do silly things 4 a guy. cut urself and so on?but this normally i don't tel.so stupid.normally brainless ppl like me will do. you want him to cheer u up,but u just can't speak out.when he knew u did such a thing,but he ignored.omg ! pain! when u cried, and he was busying doing something, accidentally changed topic, or in a purpose..! feel like screaming! ahhhhhh !!!! haih.used to tel we miss each other.but u really mean it? i got no idea.but i really do.no doubt.every relationship have problems, is just depends on how u handle it. sometimes you might jealous of something ur bf/gf do,if just a normal fren talk just leave it.don't have to argue 4 tht small tiny matterr.ur bf/gf will never stop loving you after having a talk wit frens.what m i talking? i got no idea.im just too bored.what comes to my mind right now, i just write it down. nothing else to do.he is busy right now,i guess? better not buzz him.haih.what i can do right now is blogging.im not talking to anyone else.but talking to myself. today im abit crazy.sorry la.lonely.no 1 to talk to.stone infront of the comp.type n type n type.! i miss him.what i can do? i can't call.he can't reply me.lets do our things then.i asked whether he miss me or not,he never answer.4get it.i think he's bored wit the word i miss you.haih.i can't sleep. how?! im talking to myself everynight.wtf.im so stupid.sorry i got no1 to talk to.i agree what joanne said..being hate being ignored..the feelings is suck.and i admit i do ignore some ppl too.i know its hurt.im truly sorry. sometimes i also feel like dying.don't know why.this thinking just sudden appear in my mind.i was thinking what if i suicide?or car bang or whateva? will ppl still care 4 me? haih..im sorry,im not a good gf. i just can't be perfect.im trying to but i can't.there's too much thing 4 me to change.im trying to cut down things that u don like it.i don't think u realise.thts all 4 now!

hey! sara is back !!! haha.joannne ! i miss you too la.omg! you're not the only one who feel lonely.
me too! joanne ! im truly sorry..i can't accompany you last sunday.haih.my mom need me ! have to teman her ! u know la.ahma house as ussual..so hows ur hair? do u like it? mine okok only.hahah.not really straight..especially the side.because shoulder length.damm! hate it!
oh yea.you met new frens? haha.lengzai ma? oh lalazai ? good la..tht time i went to do my hair was some pretty gurl.but i knew her quite long ago d.last time got 1 fella use to cut my hair,but he's not dere anymore.he shift to another shop.sad case.hahahs.and ! christmas eve come my hse! we celebrate together !! can? i need you too!!!! everynite you noe what i do? hahas.listen to song until i fall asleep.i nvr touch tiger biscuit ady since you went back! hahah..
haih what happen again joanne? jam jam again? haih.told you.to delete him from ur list.i mean heart.dun be sad.and remember remember ! dun ever hurt urself ar ! call me if you feel like crying.! im here 4 you, my girl ! haih.but what to do! when gal fall inlove,everything is out of control. haih.i understand the feelings of being ignored.damm pain.!

Since everyone is lazy to update this blog. Let me do the updating then xDD If not .. This blog would be dead. -________________- big mouth again :D Gosh! I really really miss sara Thong. Dunno where the hell she went. Maybe she's lost. Yeah ! maybeee.
Or maybe Here mom lost her in the zoo , or she went somewhere and walk alone den get lost , Or someone bring her to somewhere and lest her there ? Ahh ~ craps ! I seems lost without her. Omgosh! I'm like a lesbian now!! I'm not. I need a bfriend asap!! If not ...I'll become lesbian xDD
Arghhh! Sara ah saraa. I miss youuu la. miss alot about youu. Miss the way you lugh like sohpoh. Hope your bfriend read this xD Den he'll know xDD
Saraaa Drink ahem ahem When she was std four ! omgosh ! nahh. He don't really see yet. She'll tell him xDD
Ohhh , Her friend buy her some baby bottle coz of some reason. xD And yeah ! nowdays me and sara is like damn lonely wtf. I watch tv alone. midnite got no one to talk to. Ah gosh! Talk to my dog untill half dead also he dunno how to answer me. okay. I'm done blogging now. Byeee


ps : Saraaaa. Coomeee back. I miss youuu

My one week holiday in sara house was niceee xD As sara blog just now wtf. Now my turn to blog.Oh yaaa...I spend almost the whole time reading seventeen xD most of it was Just looking at those pictures. Lazyy to read la. But i spend most of my time reading about sex. Dunno whats so interesting. Since i became an angel on that day. I keep reading about it. omg. Those wings and stuff. and i finally learn how to put in a tampon wtf.

aih. miss those moments..me and sara sang my favourite song xD omgez. So niceeee. Wahhhh (: but i just know how to sing few line only. Oh well, my chinese very banana. And sara dad keep speaking chinese. I dunno how to answer also. Banana shit !! at least her mom speak english. Dt wan i know how to answer la. xD Aih. I'm missing sara Th0nggg laaaa !!! My darlingggggg xD

Many thing happen when i stayed in her house. wahhhh x) someone got played kao kao. dai seii. Someone wanted to kao us. Wahhhh. bla bla blaaaa. I wanna go out with her la. Yesterday so hard for me to sleep.
maybe cuz i always sleep on sara bed. thats why i can't sleep on my own bed. Oh godd. Lucky jian hong msg me. Den we chat. But take so damn freaking long to reply me.
dunno whats he's up to. ahaha. (:

Ahhh !! i guess sara can't forget jess eyes. Red red wan. She say wan. Damn funny la. aiyoh. And i can't forget the stupid hanal. "Sit there ! sit there". everytime sit there only. One ask us to sit outside and another one ask us to go in. Better we just remain in the middle of everywhere. xD And that hanal pyramid keep kacauig my cheek !! I know I'm chubby la. hahaha. Oh ya. Their english make me laugh. Hanal say " you so god la" Instead of saying good she say god wtf. Such a reatrded fella la. I miss them both. I miss sara too.
miss those time when me and sara laugh together and when we watch some movie called "i want a famous face" ohmygodezzzzzzz !!!! Damn shit. And we ate food. Our stomach keep making noice. noice like wad only. And also the time when sara keep talling me she wanna shit. Damn disgusting la dat gurl !

:( aih. I miss sara. Her dog so handsomeeee :D I said byee byee to her maid before i go home. Her maid say. jagu jagu. wtf is jagu jagu ?? I guess her maid don't get what i said. BYeee ! omg. I was showing her maid a wierd fae and i left. And i cried. bla bla blaaaa. and now I'm blogging again. aihhh. But we're going to see each other again on sundayyy. aih.

very long never blog already.because got someone accompany 4 like 1week+ !
oh my godez ! haha.time flies so fast! no! joanne went back already! why la wilson bising bising? see la! now im so lonely.i can't sleep!! last night men n joanne slept around 3something.because without each other laughters we can't sleep. haih. feel like crying.seriously damm sad la wei.since the day she came to my hse,we slept around 4 everyday.we watched tv until late night.we chat until so long,we share our feelings.haih.miss those time.we sang together as loud as we can ! omg ! i miss her.
haha..we damm pig la weyh.woke up in the afternoon! straight away we had our lunch.!
one day we kena ga0 ga0 by my dad.hahah.sleep so late.! dat day my dad pissed me off weyh.4while oni la.after tht we went hangkai.so i feel much more better.

somemore we met 2 girl in pyramid.i stil remember we were buying baskin robbin icecream.hahahah.jess pyramid and hanal pyramid.! friendly and cute.ahaha.make me laugh until like some gila monkey.i stil remember what she told us.we went to visit them.the hanal keep asking us to sit outside of the shop.lol.the bench.! we was like WHAT? why she asking us to sit outside? but the jess keep asking us to come in.she kesian us!! make me laugh. like some soh poh.then the hanal ask us to follow her to the toilet.she asked me where i live? i say toilet bowl ! but she din get what i mean.blur la she.until she get what i mean by JAMBAN ! then she laughed.lol.

haih.the jess.keep *dok* me! =( sadness.hahaha.purposely wan.haih.then her senior start to mm song d.because dey keep talking to us.never work.hahaha.sad la wei.i feel so bad.sorry jess.i noe u kena marah.but u tried to coverline.=.= haih.see ur eyes red red d.awww..pity eyes! ahaha.gila wan.she took a retarded pic wit us! lol.she stand behind of us.=)

dey are really nice people.nice meeting them.!!! hehehe.we went back home keep repeating what hanal said ! we keep laughing.lol.seriously damm funny.dunno why.her voice can make ppl laugh just like tht.no reason also.hahaha.we went back home makan chao kuey toew! lol.stil remember.and honeydew ! we can't stand.our stomach making noise already.then my dad came back,we run like mad.omg! hahahah.

we did alot of stupid things in tis 1 whole week.haih.miss those time.we sing wo ke yi almost everynight.omg! and clumsy! hahah.we talk until 4 something only sleep.crazy fella la we all.got problem already.^^ joanne called and kacau jess.oh yea ! reminds me of something!!!! the ahh ahh!!! lol.funny la.
wah if she ter-read tis blog ma DIE ! later she kill me!! no! jess! dun kill me! sorry.hahahx.really nice knowing you.=)

haih.the saddest wan is ...
joanne going back !
yesterday when her dad called...
i was like...haih.....
feel like crying.
no one teman me talk until late night.
no one sing with me in the night.
we can't camwhore together ady.sad.
last night can't sleep.oh my god wei.
haih.i will miss you !!
your hyperness and crazyness !
love you !

Welcome Sayangg !
lucky i rememberr xD Have a nice bdayyy :D

From jOanne & Annycia

thaaannnkkksss joanne ! i love you ! and u owe me alot of presie ! better come n sleep over.i need you so badly la.haha..oh ya..tmr is my grandma's birthday...! going back klang 2 celebrate wit her...! ~ miss my cousie...miss everyone out dere!!
i had a very happy birthday this year !

loves.
saraaa !

JOANNE / SARAA
there's nothing wrong with our name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.


Shame of you.

Go around the world.
Kick his ass.
Make me grow taller.
Stop making my teacher give me an F.

Lets open our mouth wide..! GUILTY.

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